Nikki Fain Nikki Fain

I Don't Always Say No—I Just Say Not Right Now

For a long time my answer to almost everything was yes. Not because I had the time or the energy but because I was convinced I could make it work. I was booking back to back client meetings, keeping up with deliverables, running my own business and being a stay at home mom with sick kids at home. I kept telling myself I'd make it work. And I did, technically. But I was bitter, resentful and exhausted in a way that sleep couldn't fix. The money wasn't worth what it was costing me.

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Nikki Fain Nikki Fain

Too Tired to Perform

When I first started my business I was polished. Intentionally, carefully, exhaustingly polished. I wouldn't post a story without doing my hair first. I made sure the kids' mess wasn't visible. I made sure you couldn't see the camper we were living in. Not because I was ashamed but because I thought it looked unprofessional. That version was exhausting to maintain.

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Nikki Fain Nikki Fain

The Season of focus

A reflection on how changing seasons and warmer weather can affect focus, creativity, and productivity as an entrepreneur.

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My “Me Month” for BlakeleeCo

December is my “me month” for BlakeleeCo, a chance to slow down, reset, and pour into the parts of my business that usually get pushed aside. I’m saying no to new projects and yes to breathing room, clarity, and getting a little bit of my color back. Here’s what this season looks like behind the scenes.

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